get it together you sad cunt
get me the fuck away from this sad soppy shit.
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I saw the moon in your eyes,
and you saw tears in mine.
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Wide awake from 9AM
To 5PM, I laid there.
Waiting on light through
Cracks in the curtains
To grow dimmer,
Waiting for footsteps to simmer
Down, I let my gaze
Listening til I could leave.
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My body aches,
Peeling away my sheets
The twilight pastel gloom
Lit my bare body purple hues
standing naked in my room
avoiding the days, avoiding you.
...
I left the tomb
Carefully.
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The sunlight glistens
In the eyes of those
Who pass me by.
Who frown and squint
In shimmering beams
Which weave through
The leaves
of dying trees.
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the lights breathe
with me, my chest
rises with the light
and i stare into a
portrait of a man
with his irises
black.
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If I was worthy enough,
to caress your cold skin,
the rough of your scars,
the breath of your sins,
I'd be without words.
Just let my eyes speak,
For your lips
I have wept,
"I'm lost."
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Bleed me
I see them towering over me
mangled, dark against a white sky
while my head lays in soil,
at the feet of giants.
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a thousand "I love you"s
are kicked into the breeze
as I walk through the dunes
of words too often used.
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As I lie alone in bed
Writing letters to Apollo
Black pillows, eyes red
I could be dead
Tomorrow